Post by queenie mina roxburgh on Mar 19, 2011 6:05:38 GMT -10
queenie wilhelmina roxburgh *
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your name ,, rae.
other characters ,, none.
how did you find us? ,, caution ad.
the basics *[/sub]
full name ,, queenie wilhelmina roxburgh
nicknames ,, mina.
gender ,, female.
birthdate ,, march 10th.
birthplace ,, london, england.
sexuality ,, bi.
year ,, fourth.
major ,, photography.
playby name ,, rosie huntington
chasing the night *[/sub]
age six ,,
deer dairy, daddy bought you for me a few days ago. he has to go on some business trip for awhile and promised that if i wrote in this dairy thing it would help me remember things to tell him when he got back! ok bye bye for now! LOVE QUEENIE.
deer diary, mum told me thats how diary is spelled and what i wrote before was actually from a moocow. anyway! daddy's still not back from his trip and it's already been almost six whole days! i wish he would come home mums getting real grumpy. love queenie.
dear diary, again mum told me that i spell a word wrong. she can be so grumpy sometimes. especially since daddy's been gone. she said she has to take her medicine but it seems like the more of her medicine she drinkes the more she hates me and my brother! it's been a really REALLY long time since i saw daddy i don't know when he's coming back. mum says never but i don't believe her. love queenie.
age seven ,,
dear diary, it's my birthday and mums been getting really mad at us lately. she sent me to bed without dinner because i asked about daddy again. i dont understand why he's gone. queenie.
age eight ,,
dear diary, today was my birthday and we went to see daddy. it seems like such a long time since i saw him but brother says it's only been a year. how long is that? he seemed real sad to see us. his eyes were leaking but he said it was because of how happy he was to see us. mum introduced us to daddy's sister. i think they said her name was jak e or something like that. i really want him to go home but the doctors said he's not doing too good. he gave me a bear for my birthday though! i love him soooo much. love queenie.
dear diary, daddy got out of the hospital, but mum says he's not coming home and i hate her soooo much right now!!!! it's not fair. i miss him and the doctors are letting him go but they say that he's going to live with another lady that i dont know. mum said they got a divorce a long time ago but i didnt want to believe it. can you believe her?!!! brother seems to think it's okay but i think i hate our mum! shes lying and shes been meaner than ever lately. queenie.
age ten ,,
dear diary, i went to visit dad and he seems real sad again. he's in this chair with wheels and theres this woman taking care of him. he said shes his new wife and that im to be real nice to her. ive never met her before but dad says theyve been married for a little while and he was with her for five years. five years is so long!! i dont even remember that but brother says that dad was cheating on mum with this lady. i dont think dad would be that mean to mum and why havent i seen her before?! queenie.
age fourteen ,,
dear diary, wow, it feels weird to write those words, write in here again. the last time i wrote in here was almost two years ago. so much has happened and i'm pretty sure i hate my mother more than ever. she's drinking more than ever and she seems to think that it's me and kingsley's fault that her marriages aren't lasting. oh, yeah, she divorced that jerk attorney and tried to marry this other man who worked at the hospital, but he left her too because she was an alcoholic. now she's engaged to some other douche. oh yeah i cuss now, mum hates it but all the better. over the summer i'm moving in with dad. can't wait. love queenie.
age sixteen ,,
diary - i fucking hate mum so fucking much. bloody fucking hell. so i went to london to visit for a few weeks - mostly because i missed kingsley, i should add - and she threw a vase at my fucking boyfriend. yeah maybe he's a bit out of her realm of life, but for fucks sake! we were kissing, yeah, and he was getting a bit frisky, which i totally liked, and she blew a fuse when she walked in on us. said some nonsense about him turning me into a floozy and banished him from her house. fuck her rules, i'm going home tomorrow. queenie.
diary - so i know i wrote last week saying how i was going home and all, but mum had another accident. she drank too much and took a couple of her blood pressure pills and had to go to the hospital. now i'm stuck here until they let her out of the hospital. at least me and kingsley have the house to ourselves. <3 queenie.
diary - so while mum was in the hospital and kings was out with a few blokes from school, i invited my boyfriend over. he's so hot. well, you know, and very sweet and everything too. so we finally did it. you know, IT. i let him have my virginity and it was amazing! okay, maybe it wasn't amazing. maybe it was the most awkward thing of my life, but he seemed to enjoy himself a lot. not to mention he said that it would bond us so much closer when i go home for the school year. he said it'll get better eventually, heres hoping! xoxo queenie.
diary, so instead of going back home to dad, i got into this really great school. it's on an island and i'll be amazing for my photography! i mean it's got a great program and it focuses on all these different arts. it'll be so amazing to go somewhere with people like me! <3
age seventeen ,,
omg diary, let me tell you. i went to london again for spring break and mum's being a bitch - as usual - so i went out thinking to surprise my now ex-boyfriend. we've been together for almost a whole year! yeah we don't seen each other face to face much with my living in new york during school year, but we talk everyday! that should totally mean something. i've been saving myself for him since he took my virginity and you know how he repayed me? he had another girlfriend on the side! i caught him at his school sitting in his car with his pants around his ankles. asshole. i can't wait to get back to school. i am never having sex again! queenie.
age eighteen ,,
wow, my god, i sounded like such a moron after i wrote my last journal entry. i was so immature back then. almost immediately when i got back to school i felt renewed and realized how much i had screwed up. what made me realize it? well there's this guy i liked and he asked me out. he's a theater major and is really charming. he's so different to other boys. me and my boyfriend are doing so good, i think he's the one. <3 queenie.
ugh, we broke up. he's so annoying. he cheated and i dumped him. he said i was irrational, but whatever. definitely not putting up with sleezy guys in the future. queenie.
age nineteen ,,
well this is it. this is the last page of my journal. well, of this journal. i've gone through a few since the first one daddy got me, but this is the last page of this one, and i don't think i'll ever buy another one. it started with dad and it'll end with dad. he passed away recently. he's always been sick, he's been in a wheel chair for as long as i can remember, but i don't even know what to say anymore. school is going so well right now. i think i've learned a lot about art and photography and everything! it's my last year at the school so i need to live it up and stop falling for such easy boys. anyway, bye for good, you've been loyal. <3 queenie.
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